It's been a while, and a lot has happened.
It has been a long time since I did anything here in dA and that previous journal was such a lie im so sorry
" Right now, I'm simply a mess. I don't know where to place 'myself'. Right now, I'm losing my world. I'm losing what made my life glow and better. Right now, I'm a mess from loving. I seriously do not want him gone. I was left, but I still cling. You can say foolishly cling. " ... or so i said so.
We are good now :3 This was just a part of my emotional breakdowns.
But I'm back in dA for I was planning on doing drawings (I've had basic drawing and advanced (hooman) drawing) and I do think I'll do a lot better this time. ALSO: I plan on doing stories featuring who else than my TF2 OC Raynard. I can't do SFM so far because my PC is seriously shit. I also have a lot of things to work with in college(I'll give more about this when people would ask for it, of course).
I'm just really in bad shape and close to suicidal and I damn know need to get these out in someway.
No one's gonna help me but only me, right?
I'll end this journal with a good ol' postitive emoticon.
That's all for now.
Thanks for reading.
Take care, everyone. (seriously.)